Mama Said

My Mama said to me that someone would come into my life when I wasnt looking. Well, I defentely was'nt looking.
I had made my mind up about him before we even meet. The plan was to just go to dinner and maybe make a new friend. I'm happy that for once in my life things did'nt go as planned.
I kept looking for reasons for us not to work. The more I looked the less I found. I've stopped looking for reasons to push him away. Instead I'm pulling him towards me.
I had made up my mind that I did'nt want children. Life is funny, he has four great kids.
I am completley happy.

I'm Sorry

To my family. You have no idea how much you helped me today. For Nathan who didn't have to but did, helped out in an enormous way. Not just with the car but for pulling me back up.

I was ready to say goodbye. To disappear. With their love I was pulled back up. I was helped off the floor and back onto my feet.

I love you all more than you could possible know. I am completely sorry for scaring you. I know that I would have hurt a lot of people who love me. Again, I'm sorry.

Missing Her

I saw a picture of you today, it took my breath away. With it came the message, "I miss her..."
I looked at the picture for quite some time. I remember that smile.

I remember Her there. Sitting in that chair with Her white hat on.
I miss Her.
I remember when She would lace Her fingers through mine, while we sat there outside.
I miss Her.
I remember how Her face would light, when she talked of Her family.
I miss Her.
I remember the stories that She would tell, and how calm she would become.
I miss Her.
I remember the songs that She sang, and How I sing them now.
I miss Her.
I remember how She would come up to me, asking for a hug. Wrapping my arms around, I'd hold on tight.
I miss Her.

Letter to Charles

Charles,

You do not know me, but I know of you and its sad that I know about how screwed over you are being by your wife.

I have some information that I think that you need to be aware of.

It is known among many that Christena has not been faithful.
On numourse occasions and with numoruse people, she has had intimate relations.
It is a fact that these are people whom she works with on a daily basis and also some are contractors that she has met in the field.

It is unfourntiate that you have to find these things out, but I feel that its only fair that you are aware.

I could list the names of those people she has been with but I feel it is not up to me to tell you, I feel she should come clean with you and give you the chance to take it all in and make a decision from that point.

Again I am sorry that this had to be brought to light by an outsider.

Harassment at Work

I have kept my mouth shut because I needed the job. But now that I don't work there anymore alot of things need to come to light.
First off. There are two woman who work there. Christian and Sharon. They talk about people, put people down, fire people cause they don't like them, and are basically mean and hurt a lot of people's feeling. They are not liked by most people in the company.
Working there with them, you are constantly subjected to harassment on a daily basis. No one is safe from this. Everyone is a victim.

Christian has actually harassed an underage child. While on a business trip while fellow employee was sleeping in his hotel room bed she decided after drinking that she would crawl into the bed with said gentlemen and mount him. He was very uncomfortable with this and forcefully removed her off of him.

She has also spread malicious rumors and lies about another female in the company. She has attacked this female on personal levels regarding her work performance, her marriage, a miscarriage she occurred, her weight and other very personal issues. This female has never come forward because she has to have this job to support her family.

There are several others in the company that they have personally attacked and openly discussed them and their personal issues a loud. Not only have they put these people down they have discussed their pay, their medical history, their health issues and their family lives. Here are the following people

Dewayne Willis
Freddy Martin
Steve Ward
Jeremy Baker
Pat Hampel
Eric Brown
Heather Brown
Gordon Green
Mike Schultz

I also have been a victims. I had a very personal matter that I took to my supervisor Sharon. I went to her thinking it would be handled confidently, since it was a health matter. When I returned to work after being off, most of the company knew about my "problem" After that snide comments would be made by Christian, Sharon and Bryan.

I have made many calls to report these things. I can't do anything, I was told, unless I get a lawyer. Even though I don't want to sue, I just want people to know what is going on.

Yes, people at jobs are known to say things about other people in a company. But this is way to much.
Since I can't do anything. I've decided just to post this. It want do anything but at least I feel better knowing that I tried.

Need To Know

There is alot that you guys need to know. For a year I have been watching and listening and keeping my mouth shut. But not anymore. Its time for EVERYONE to know about all the information that I have collected and stored.
Everyone is a victim of Christena and Sharon. Oh and lets not forget about Bryan. No one is safe. ALL of you have at one point or another have been talked about and put down (NO ONE RANKS HIGH ENOUGH IN THIER EYES). I have sat and listen disgusted. How can people be so mean?

Well, lets begin. These are actual quotes out of the mouths of Christena and Sharon.

PAT: "is a joke and a liar"! That's right. Everything that comes out of your mouth is a lie. You also take to many days off, never use the sign out sheet, use well over the allowed vacation and the only reason why you work at Supreme is because Tim is your Brother and you are family.

STEVE W.: Comments are being made about your late wife. Their version of it. I will say only that they have made horrible comments about her weight, her looks and what a skinny person like you would want with her. (How would I know what your wife looked like, I never go the pleasure to meet her.. And after knowing you I am sure she was a beautiful woman.

JERMAIE: Are you aware that you don't do any work, your poor, you lie, all you do is play on the Internet and talk on the phone. That your weird and your constantly made fun of. Your a grown man, you should not be playing hackey sack or video games. Its funny you cant afford to hire a real attorney to help you with your wreck and that you hired a loser and you wont see a penny of your money from your wreck.

TONY R: Dont tell Sharon about your legal troubles. I know you had a DWI and that you were driving only on a work license.

HEATHER: The only thing your good for is collecting the road crews time cards. You only got asked to go to Dallas because of Eric. You need to loose weight. You don't do anything right. You faked your first pregnacy and trapped Eric into being with you. You are unprofessional and so much more.

Eric: You only work there because you where Josh's friend. You screw up to many things and cause extra work for others. Your wife is the constant butt of jokes due to her weight and looks and especially the way you two look together...


DEWAYNE: Your a poor, a drug addict and you steal food from the refrigerator (mainly you)

GARY H: You have a big mouth and tell everyone everything, you just need to quit.


MIKE S: YOUR AN EX CON!!!!!!! Dont understand why a person like Kendee would have ever married you. You were out of control with Tims money before she came along.


GORDON G: Your last paycheck was a big 3.00 check, I only know this because Sharon told everyone. You lie, cheat and scam everyone.

CHRIS L: You have been quitting forever. your never going to leave. your whine about everything and your not good at what you do.

Shop Guys: You all are druggies and are nasty. You people steel items from the refrigerator in the break room. Its a known fact that most of you pay child support and how you don't pay enough. TIM IS NOT AT&T get your own phone, its not our promblem you dont have enough credit to do so. Sharon likes to tell people about this. Its a wonder most of you even still have a jobs as smart as you are. You guys are your own breed.

If you tell Sharon something you better believe that Christena will know and the other way around...What Christena knows, she tells Sharon and BRYAN.. Bryan is a follower and listens to whatever he is told by them.. DONT TRUST THESE PEOPLE WITH YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION?


On another note: I have so enjoyed getting to know all you guys. Your a great bunch of guys. I wont miss Supreme, but you better believe that I already miss ya'll.

Bauxite Officer

Bauxite officer shoots suspect who leads authorities on chase
Monday, 08 June 2009

A man who reportedly led police on a chase Sunday was shot by a Bauxite officer.
The Saline County Sheriff’s Office assisted in the incident, Lt. Jerry Morrison said.
Around 3 p.m., Constable Scott Chaloner was behind the vehicle, which authorities said was stolen. Chaloner attempted to stop the vehicle but the driver would not stop.
Bauxite police Officer James Linker and the sheriff’s Deputy Jordan Ables then became involved in the pursuit.
The deputy reportedly was trying to put down stop strips at West Sardis and South Alexander roads when the suspect allegedly aimed his vehicle at the Bauxite officer.
The Bauxite officer then fired shots and struck the driver, authorities said. Two passengers in the vehicle were uninjured, authorities said.
The driver, whose identity sheriff’s authorities did not know, was taken to an area hospital. Sheriff Bruce Pennington said he believes the suspect was taken to Saline Memorial Hospital in Benton, but a spokesman at the hospital said the driver was not there.
Authorities obviously do not know the condition of the victim at this time.
Arkansas State Police have taken over the investigation and declined to comment further.
Attempts to reach Bauxite police were unsuccessful. But according to another news report, Bauxite Police Chief Jimmy Hood said the officer has been put on administrative leave with pay while state police investigate.

Abby

Welcome to the world, Abby!

Control

This is a photo of what my toilet looks like. Its important that note is there.

Pigs

This is an email that I received. I see the truth in it.

A chemistry professor in a large college had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Professor noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back, and stretching as if his back hurt.

The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back.
He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government.. .

In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, 'Do you know how to catch wild pigs?'
The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line.
The young man said this was no joke.

'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground.
The pigs find it and begin to come every day to eat the free corn.
When they are used to coming every day, you put a fence down one side of the place where they are used to coming.
When they get used to the fence, they begin to eat the corn again and you put up another side of the fence.
They get used to that and start to eat again.
You continue until you have all four sides of the fence up with a gate in the last side. The pigs, who are used to the free corn, start to come through the gate to eat, you slam the gate on them and catch the whole herd. Suddenly the wild pigs have lost their freedom. They run around and around inside the fence, but they are caught. Soon they go back to eating the free corn. They are so used to it that they have forgotten how to forage in the woods for themselves, so they accept their captivity. The young man then told the professor that is exactly what he sees happening to America.
The government keeps pushing us toward socialism and keeps spreading the free corn out in the form of programs such as supplemental income, tax credit for unearned income, tobacco subsidies, dairy subsidies, payments not to plant crops (CRP), welfare, medicine, drugs, etc.. While we continually lose our freedoms -- just a little at a time.
One should always remember: There is no such thing as a free lunch! Also, a politician will never provide a service for you cheaper than you can do it yourself.

Also, if you see that all of this wonderful government 'help' is a problem confronting the future of democracy in America, you might want to send this on to your friends.
If you think the free ride is essential to our way of life, then you will probably delete this email.
But may God help us when the gate slams shut!

Red Envelope

Did you put your red envelope in the mail? If you dont know what I'm talking about, look at this: http://www.redenvelopeproject.org/

Please send your envelope today!!

Save a Life!

The Malvern Animal Shelter is closing until a new animal control officer is hired. We have until this weekend to get as many animals adopted as possible. There are alot of nice animals available. There will be an adoption fair from 3-5 on Saturday. Monday the remaining dogs will be euthanized. I am not trying to guilt anyone into taking an animal in to save its life, however I want this forward to people that might be interested in adding to their family.Adoption is free, however you must be 18 to adopt and agree to have the animal altered within 30 days. A reduced cost voucher is available. Adoptions are free. Feel free to email me if interested in more information. The shelter is located on Canine Drive.

Driving directions to 2625 Canine Rd, Malvern, AR 72104
25.2 mi – about 31 mins
4121 Scott Salem Rd
Benton, AR 72019
1.
Head east on Foxrun/Scott Salem Rd toward Salem Rd
253 ft
2.
Turn right at Salem Rd
0.1 mi
3.
Turn left at AR-5
0.3 mi
4.
Turn right at Alcoa Rd
0.3 mi
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Take the ramp to Frontage Rd/I-30
0.1 mi
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Turn right at Frontage Rd/I-30
Continue to follow I-30
0.3 mi
7.
Take the ramp on the left onto I-30 W/US-67 S/US-70 W
6.5 mi
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Take exit 114 for US-67
0.2 mi
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Slight left at AR-229/US-67
Continue to follow US-67
17.2 mi
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Turn left at Pine Bluff St
0.2 mi
11.
Turn left at Canine Rd
Destination will be on the right
144 ft
2625 Canine Rd
Malvern, AR 72104

My doggie, Bella (the poodle in the photo) came from a shelter. I saved a life, will you?