Bring on the New Year

I'm extremely ready for the new year to begin. These last couple of months have been hard and now harder with a certain day approaching.(I miss you)
This coming year is more than just a new year. It will be the beginning of my new life. I will be single for the first time of my adult life. There are times that I miss him and wish that He didn't file for the divorce. I will be getting a new job.
I will be living in a new place. Which will be a good thing. I don't want to live in the same place that we shared together, that we bought together.
I have high hopes that this coming year will be great. That I will end the year stronger and wiser. That I will not have any regrets.

Happenings in December

1. Getting a divorce.
2. Had to find a place to live.
3. Got a new dog
4. Dog died
5. Was told I could move into apartment
6. Let renters move into the trailer
7. Got fired
8. Got new dog
9. Was told I couldn't move into apartment
10. Living in my bedroom with all my stuff boxed up
11. Waiting for the new year.
12. Looking for a new job
13. Looking for a place to live

Waiting on Kenzleigh

Ive been sitting here at Saline Hospital since 8am this morning. Jess and Calvin had to be here at 2am.
Miss Kenzleigh is taken her sweet time arriving.
Today has not been boring in the least. With Papaw telling stories and meeting with the other families that are waiting for babies.
Its a like a family reunion up here.


Miss Kenzleigh, I'm ready to meet you.

Ring Suprise

For the last couple of days I have felt FAT, gross and ugly. Not looking in a mirror was been my main focus. I cant tell that I have lost any weight, even though I have.

For months now I have been trying to get my wedding rings back on. I haven't been able to wear them for about two years.
So, a couple of times a mouth I would try to slip them on. I could never get them on. It would make me very unhappy, but for some reason I kept doing it.

Tonight I thought I would continue with my own personal torture. I got my rings out of the little black box. I took a deep breath and slipped them on. GASP! They slide right on down. THEY FIT!!

I look down at my hand now, and there it is the band that my husband placed on my finger. Its wonderful having it back on, where it belongs.