Happenings in December

1. Getting a divorce.
2. Had to find a place to live.
3. Got a new dog
4. Dog died
5. Was told I could move into apartment
6. Let renters move into the trailer
7. Got fired
8. Got new dog
9. Was told I couldn't move into apartment
10. Living in my bedroom with all my stuff boxed up
11. Waiting for the new year.
12. Looking for a new job
13. Looking for a place to live

Relatives

"List the names of 10 of your relatives and write profile of each."


1. Hiro (Nephew): 2 years old. Blonde hair. Beautiful blue eyes. Like to be a pirate. Says, "O man". Loves to take a bath. Wants to eat cookies all the time. Jumps on Juno.

2. Sharon (Mama): Best mother ever. Likes to read, sew, go to yard sales. Good cook. Has 4 children. 1 grandchild. Lover of the beach. Collects lighthouses. Kind. Loving. Has dirty dishwater blonde hair. Is shorter than all of her children.

3. James (Papa): Bald. Tall. Cop. Likes to eat Pizza. Great Papa. Loves to take Cruise's. Stubborn. Gives good advice. Wears glasses. Has tattoos.

4. Katie (Sister): Teenager. Beautiful. Funny. Dancer. Loves the color lime green. Likes ice cream. Blondish brownish hair. Likes to read, shop, and hang out with her friends. Has tons and tones of clothes and shoes.

5. Josh (Brother): Black hair. Has an awesome son. Draws. Wears glasses. Loves to read. Like to hang out with friends. Wants to move away for Arkansas one day. Cooks really well. Tattoo. Going on a cruise. Has a cat. Great person to spend time with.

6. Charlie (Brother): Great at sports. Brown hair. Good head on his shoulders. Will graduate next year. Handsome. Can sing. Loves his family. Likes to eat. Lives in a haunted bedroom. Wants to be a teacher/coach. Loves movies.

7. Rylee (Second Cousin): Born this past Monday. Beautiful. Has a head full of dark hair. Already knows her name. Sleeps alot.

8. Lenee (Step-Sister): Beautiful person inside and out. Loves her family and friends. Going to be a teacher. Loves God.

9. Brekka (Step-Sister): Getting married soon. Works at a coffee shop. Has a big heart. Likes to spend time with family. Short. Friendly. Likes to laugh.

10. Jessica (Cousin): Hates to read. Loves to shop. Funny. Very pretty. Plans girls-night-outs. Tan. Has dark hair. Has lots of clothes, shoes and jewelry.

Movies

"List some of your favorite movies."


8 Seconds
10 Things I Hate About You
A Time To Kill
A Walk To Remember
Aladdin
Alice In Wonderland
American Outlaws
An Officer And A Gentleman
Anna And The King
Anne of Green Gables
Apollo 13
Australia
Back To The Future
Back To The Future Part II
Back To The Future Part III
Bad Santa
Bambi
Beauty And The Beast
Beauty Shop
Beetle Juice
Bewitched
Bicentennial Man
Bio-Dome
Blast From The Past
Bruce Almighty
Captain Ron
Casper
Catch And Release
Catch Me If You Can
Cats And Dogs
Cellular
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Clueless
Coming To America
Corky Romano
Coyote Ugly
Crossroads
Dennis The Menace
Dirty Dancing
Divine Secrets Of The Ya-Ya Sisterhood
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Dumb And Dumber
Edward Scissorhands
Employee Of The Month
Enough
Ever After
Executive Decision
E.T. The Extra Terrestrial
Far And Away
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Final Destination
Final Destination 2
Final Destination 3
Finding Nemo
Flight Of The Navigator
Forrest Gump
Girl, Interrupted
Gone In Sixty Seconds
Good Luck Chuck
Gremlins
Guarding Tess
Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets
Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire
Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix
Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban
Harry Potter And The Sorcerer's Stone
House Of Wax
How The Grinch Stole Christmas
How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
Ice Age
Interview With The Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles
Jackass: The Movie
Jerry Maguire
Jungle Book
Juno
Jurassic Park
Kindergarten Cop
Lady And The Tramp
Last Holiday
Lemony Snicket's a Series of Unfortunate Events
Liar Liar
Mary Poppins
Meet Joe Black
Meet The Fockers
Mighty Joe Young
Mr. & Mrs. Smith
Mulan
Mulan 2
Nights In Rodanthe
Office Space
Pan's Labyrinth
Panic Room
Pete's Dragon
Peter Pan
Pirates Of The Caribbean : The Curse of the Black Pearl
Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End
Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
Pleasantville
Practical Magic
Pretty Woman
P.S., I Love You
Rain Man
Road Trip
Saw
Saw II
Saw III
Saw Iv
Saw V (Saw 5)
School Of Rock
Seabiscuit
Secondhand Lions
She's The Man
Shrek
Shrek 2
Shrek The Third
Sleepless In Seattle
Spirit: Stallion Of The Cimarron
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street
Sweet Home Alabama
Sydney White
Talladega Nights: The Ballad Of Ricky Bobby
Tarzan
The 40 Year-Old Virgin
The Beach
The Bone Collector
The Breakfast Club
The Brothers Grimm
The Burbs
The Butterfly Effect
The Cider House Rules
The Dark Knight
The Fox And The Hound
The Girl Next Door
The Glass House
The Goonies
The Guardian
The Illusionist
The King And I
The Lion King
The Little Mermaid
The Nanny Diaries
The Neverending Story
The Parent Trap
The River Wild
The Secret Garden
The Secret Life Of Bees
The Sixth Sense
The Sweetest Thing
The Truman Show
The Wedding Date
The Wedding Planner
The Wizard Of Oz
The Women
Toy Story
Twilight
Twister
Uptown Girls
Varsity Blues
Walk the Line
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
What A Girl Wants
What Happens In Vegas...
When Harry Met Sally
Where The Heart Is
Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory
You've Got Mail
Zack And Miri Make A Porno

What I like about Myself

"List 10 things I really like about myself and why"

This is gonna be difficult. I can list tons of things I don't like about myself. Here goes:

1. Great Sister....I put my brothers and sister before me at all times. They need a ride, I'm there. They need money, here you go. Need someone to talk to, I'm listening. Need a babysitter, when and what time. Need a place to stay, I'm help move your things.

2. Good Friend...Need to vent, go ahead. Need a shoulder to cry on, here you go. Need flower for no reason at all, there on there way. Need a bed to sleep in, I'll scoot over. Need a huge, my arms are always open.

3. Very Opinionated...I'll tell you what I think no matter what. I have my own beliefs and don't change them for anyone.

4. I'm Myself...Don't like who I am, so what.

5. Standing Up...I'll stand up for family and friends in a heartbeat. I'll stand up for myself also. I don't back down.

6. My Eyes...I think I have great eyes.

7. Wearing my Emotions on my Sleeve...I've come to realize that this is something I should be proud of and not try hide my feelings and emotions. Its great to cry.

8. Sense of Humor...One of the best things about me. I love to make others laugh. I can laugh at myself.

9. Fast Learner...A great thing. I've had many jobs and having this ability has help o so much.

10. Striving to Live without Regrets...I do this daily. This is so very important to me. I don't want to look back and regrets anything I've done.

Insanity in Workplace

How to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity in the Workplace


1) Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.

2) Find out where your boss shops and buy exactly the same outfits. Wear them one day after you boss does. This is especially effective if your boss is a different gender.

3) Make up nicknames for all your coworkers and refer to them only by these names. "That's a good point, Sparky." "No, I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to disagree with you there, Cha-cha."

4) Send e-mail to the rest of the company telling them exactly what you're doing. For example: "If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom."

5) Hi-Lite your shoes. Tell people you haven't lost them as much since you did this.

6) While sitting at your desk, soak your fingers in Palmolive liquid. Call everyone Madge.

7) Hang mosquito netting around your cubicle. When you emerge to get coffee or a printout or whatever, slap yourself randomly the whole way.

8) Put a chair facing a printer. Sit there all day and tell people you're waiting for your document.

9) Every time someone asks you to do something, anything, ask them if they want fries with that.

10) Send e-mail back and forth to yourself engaging yourself in an intellectual debate. Forward the mail to a co-worker and ask her to settle the disagreement.

11) Encourage your colleagues to join you in a little synchronized chair-dancing.

12) Put your trash can on your desk. Label it "IN."

13) Feign an unnatural and hysterical fear of staplers.

14) Send e-mail messages saying there's free pizza or donuts or cake in the lunch room. When people drift back to work complaining that they found none, lean back, pat your stomach and say, "Oh you've got to be faster than that."

15) Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has withdrawn from caffeine addiction, switch to espresso.

Needs and Wants

"List ten things you need. And ten things you want."


NEED:

1. Rain

2. Internet

3. Food & Water

4. Family & Friends

5. Eyeglasses

6. Books

7. Zoloft

8. Jeans

9. Cell Phone

10. Money


WANT:

1. Bug..but has to be purple

2. Kitty Cat

3. House

4. Enchanting yard

5. Sims 3

6. Matthew McConaughey

7. Purple Laptop

8. This Exact Ice Cream


9. Porch w/Sing

10. This for a Tattoo

Annoyed

"List 20 things that annoy you. Then write, in detail, why it annoys you. Describe!"


1. Those people who stop before they turn.....The road that you turn on to get to my house there is a turning lane, no stop sign or yield sign is there...but every once in a while I'll be behind someone who thinks they have to stop dead for a minute. GO! GET OUT OF MY WAY!

2. Hangers sticking up in the closet.....My Husband does this. He pulls an article of clothing off the hanger and then the hanger shoots up and is sticking up and out. So by the end of the week all those hanger are sticking up all over the closet. I HATE IT. Don't hank the clothes off, take the hanger off the rack, take clothes off, and the put the empty hanger on the side where I keep all the other empty hangers. How hard is that!

3. When I'm told what to do even though I already know what to do......Here at work people put things at the corner of my desk for FedEx to pick up. When there are things there I KNOW that I'm supposed to call FedEx, don't come by every time and say "Will you call FedEx" I ALREADY PLANNED TO!

4. Notes on my front door....Where I live, the Land-Lady is always posting notes on people's door. A note for when we need to mow the grass, that we need to move a car, that we need to plant flowers, so on and so on. I HATE it! Leave all of us alone. We all know when its time to mow. That car is fine where its at. If you want me to plant flowers then you better buy the seeds.

5. Tomatoes.......When I say NO Tomatoes I don't in any way mean Extra Tomatoes. This happens almost every time I go out to eat.

6. Screaming at Children.....Don't scream at your children in public. You look like a fool and its not really helping the situation now is it?

7. Tapping on my Desk......STOP ALREADY! I cant stand it when everyone who works here thinks that they have to tap or slap or bang on my desk as they walk by. Keep your hands to yourself! Especially when I have a migraine!

8. My Hands......I cant STAND it if my hands are sticky, dirty or dry. It make me want to scream.

9. Nosey Neighbors.....Why do they always have to stare every single time I step outside. I could be going to my car, or throwing trash out, it don't matter cause everything I do I have eyes watching me from across the street. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! I don't watch you people, cause I don't care what your doing.

10. Sitting close to the bathroom.......Where I sit I can hear the going ons in the bathroom! EWWWWW! I so don't want to know your bathroom problems.

11. Check out Lanes.....Just because I'm buying dog food doesn't mean I want to know about your dog eats. I don't care.

12. People who say, "You never call me".....Ummm maybe cause I don't want to talk to you, have you ever thought of that. Of course not.

13. People who think they know all about me.......Wrong. You don't.

14. Being tossed aside.....Every time you get a girlfriend doesn't mean you have the right to toss me out of your over and over. One day I might actually get tired of the way you treat me. I'm supposed to be your BF. Well start acting like you care and that you want me around.

15. Blocking FB.....That doesn't just annoy me, it pisses me off. Either give me work to do or unblock FB.

16. Obama....Just the name annoys me...

17. "Can I help you find anything".....I hate hearing that. They don't have to say it, I never did. When I need help, I'll be sure to let you know.

18. Greeting people....In church when its that time to stand up and shake people hands. I hate that part.

19. Loud Music.....I must be getting old. I cant stand it when there is that stupid loud bumping music being played as loud as it can be played. I don't care to know what your listening to either if your in the car next to me or in the neighborhood. If it happens in the neighborhood, well I'm that person who is always calling the police or the Land Lady.

20. Guitar Playing.......I absolutely hate it when my husband plays his guitar. I hate it. It makes me want to scream...wait I do usually scream.

Panic Attack

I've just had a panic attack. No fun. I also think I'm in the process of having another. So I deiced to blog and that way it will get my mind off of it.
I was starting to feel better and then I started working on an estimate sheet and boom, another one is coming on. Maybe I need to stay away from that estimate sheet for a little while.
Having a panic attack scars me SO BAD! The whole time I am thinking...I'm having a heart attack this is it. Heck if I think like that I could give my self a heart attack.
Let me tell you what usually happens during one of my panic attacks.
1. My chest starts to hurt
2. My arm starts to hurt...that's when I immediately think...Heart attack...I read to much about symptoms
3. I get really really hot
4. I cant swallow...makes me panic even more
5. I start to shake
6. My back starts to hurt....o no! Now I'm really having a heart attack
7. I find someone to talk to...this helps...I have a friend who usually talks about kitty cats when I call him
8. Deep breaths...in and out...in and out...in and out...in and out
9. I can swallow again
10. Arm, chest and back still hurts
11. Deep breath...in and out...in and out...in and out
12. Migraine starts to come on
13. I get really cold now...starting to shiver
14. Exhausted

So there you have it.

Ummm, maybe I'll start to feel better if I change the subject.

Weather. Its sunny out now, it was rainying...I'd rather have the rain.

Opps...I need to call my Mama back so she is not sitting there worring about me. Okay, just spoke to her and let her know what is going on.

I need a nap and some Advil.

25 Things

"25 things you want to do in your life"

1. Go to school
2. Become a school teacher
3. Be a parent
4. Travel
5. Be "well"
6. Like me for me
7. Write a book
8. Learn how to save money
9. Live life to the fullest
10. Learn how to forgive
11. Go to Disney World again
12. Move into a house
13. Be a better wife
14. Be a better friend
15. Learn to think before I speak
16. Figure out Adobe Photo
17. Be closer to God
18. Want to own a book store
19. Go on another cruise
20. Not be afraid
21. Worry less
22. Be more open to meeting new people
23. Make my parents proud
24. Help shut down puppy mills
25. Learn how to use my inside voice

List

I'm up early, seeing as I'm off today. Book Sale today! Cant wait to go. I'm giving my self a $10 limit. When I told my husband that, he responded..."that's 40 books" Well what can I say, I NEED them. LOL

I've got tons of things to do today:

1. Book sale
2. Renew car tags
3. Go to Hallmark, have to get 3 cards
4. Buy 3 gifts
5. Go and fill out an application
6. Buy batteries for camera